I'm not sure if anyone had this same issue I tried googling it but could not find anything.
Lol sorry for posting on my own question but I thought I would leave it up here in case other people possibly get the same issue?
I ended up using this thread to make my library path set to my Documents folder and checked in the application properties:
Referred thread:
How do I change the default library path for R packages
After running remove.packages() and installing them once more it now shows :/